Before the Year End

Last January, I've started to make my year end blog. I'm doing this to reminisce of what happen to me this 2010.

Yellow Yum's Birthday Gift Away

How do you make your birthday or Christmas special?

I make my birthday special by Going to church and pray to God. Thank him for another year he gave me, for the blessing he showered upon me. Even if there is no party, we celebrate it outside. Eat on a restaurant then tell stories.

One of my Special Birthday was last October 23, 2010. It was may 18th birthday. That was the happiest birthday ever. Family and friends come. Birthday wishes are awesome. The Party is incredible. THE NIGHT IS DOPE.

On Christmas, we do the same thing, pray and thank GOD. Eat together during Christmas Evening. Exchanging gifts. And one thing that makes it special is we never forget our love once outside Philippines. Like now, my sister is in Saudi to work. We usually doing video chat. We can feel her presence even she is far away.

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This is my official entry for Yellow Yum's Birthday Gift Away. you may join also.

SHOWTIME (09-09-2010)

We went to ABS at around 8:30am, others went earlier than 8:00am. We waited for about 2 hours. We thought we wont be able to watch Showtime because they prioritize the scheduled group and those who have ABS-CBN tour.

Around 10:30 am, we are already inside the studio. Because we are 24 all in all, one staff of the Showtime placed us far from the stage (dulo). But one Marshal said "Lahat ng naka-dilaw sumama sa akin". We were 5 of us wearin

g yellow shirt. The marshal placed us near the stage cause will we representing FEU, others were left.

Before the show starts, Mel Feliciano and the other guy (I dont know his name), entertain us first and we do some briefing. After the briefing, the choreographer of Showtime taught us some steps that we will do when the show start. It was the coolest part of the show.

To shorten up the story, after the performance of the contestant, judges must have a sample before they give the comment. Jhong Hilario was the first one who give the sample. The tumbling king went down the stage until he went to us (see the video below). When Jhong was dancing near us he grab my classmate to the stage and they dance together. After they dance Jhong take off his jacket and he give that to my classmate. SHE's so LUCKY! (see the pic on the right)

Commercial break, Ryan Bang went down the stage. Me and Daisy went to him to have a picture with him. He was a nice guy. He will not snob you unlike the others. Jhong Hilario went off the stage too.

(photos are uploaded in my facebook account : http://facebook.com/camil18)

That was the CRAZIEST DAY in our entire LIFE, but it was hella FUN, as well.

I BELIEVE THAT I CAN MAKE IT TO THE TOP!

I BELIEVE THAT I CAN MAKE IT TO THE TOP because I'am doing great in school. We have only 2 years left in college and I make most out of it. We want a better future a head of us. And since I'am the youngest in the family, me and my brother is still studying we really study so that we could finish college right a head.

My mom said, "makatapos lang kayo ng Kuya mo, pwede ko na gawin ang gusto ko". Then I said to her that, "makakatapos din ako, at pagnakatapos ako, lahat ng gusto mo ibibigay ko, tulad ng ibinigay mo sa akin"

Other than that, I want to thank my family who supported me. Those who help to achieve my goals. My friends who's always there. My professors that trust me. And most of all, GOD for the blessings he had given me. THANK YOU

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CELEB!

After our swimming class at Pasay City Complex Me, Karen, Jenzelle and Gerald went to TriNoma, Landmark to buy a gift for our classmate. We spend to 2 hours in looking for a gift, cause were looking for a shoes that will fits on her, the size of her feet is 10. Every shoes that we think is good for has no size available. But after of two hours of looking, we finally found the right shoes for her. *picture will be posted tom. And after paying it, we went to the Gift Station to look for a gift wrapper. It also take us long to look for a gift wrapper, but we decide to buy a paper bag, but its really cute. We also bought another gift for her which is a FRIENDSHIP MEDAL (the picture will be posted tom too). And after all of this buying stuff, we decided to go home cause were all tired and HUNGRY. :]] but before going out, Karen saw Jason Francisco. We then approach him cause we were star struck-ed. Then we asked him if its okay to have a picture with him, then he said YES. Gahd, I don't know what I'm feeling after we had a pic with Jason, cause I didn't expect that he will treat us like his friend. Our smile doesn't fade away until we go home

HERE's the PICTURE (SORRY, low quality of picture, but this is fine) :

ACROSS THE SEA #2

This is my second entry of Across the Sea. And since father's day is coming, I made it as my center of my poem. Hope y'all like it.

The day has finally come,

I finally come

he said, " I saw the sly twinkle in your face",

I was beautiful and full for grace.

I was his little girl,

sparkling like a pearl.

His youngest,

but the brightest.

He send me to school daily,

and supports me truly.

He give my life direction,

to my future's perfection.

He needs to leave,

even he sees my grieve.

To work across the sea

for his duties and obligation to me.

He went home,

from Rome.

To stay beside me again,

and never leave again

On his last day, it was a threat,

and his last breath.

His last minute on earth,

he give me a kiss and a hug, but I wish to God for a rebirth.

Now that your gone,

my life is still undone.

Across the sea, my heart and mind is yours forever, father.

Against all odds, i will be your daughter.

ACROSS THE SEA

This is my first entry for AJ Rafael's Contest. I have done this in less than 15 minutes, so here it goes.

ACROSS THE SEA

Pictures were shattered,

And my feelings are flattered.

Dreaming by your side,

And traveling with a happy ride.

We try to be strong,

but we do it so wrong.

And as time goes by,

Our love says goodbye.

Now that your gone,

My life is still undone.

Across the sea my heart and mind is yours forever,

Against all odds, we will still be together.

This is my first entry of ACROSS THE SEA and I'll be doing two more entry. This is not just an ordinary contest. It would really help my chosen charity. The winning entry will will $100 and this money will goes to my charity. And my charity will be World Vision or Autism Society Philippines (ASP). So if you guys have any suggestion you can help me. I really need your help badly.

HELP

Okay, this is not related on my random blog. But guys I need your help, I need to make a POEM and the title is "Across the Sea". Anyone can share their stanza/s. It would really help me a lot! THANKS. I need to get those DEOS from AJ Rafael and i need that $100 for my chosen charity! :]]]

Random Blog #1

This is my Random Blog #1. This is dedicated to all guys out there who have weak personality in courting a girl :]]]]

TORPE

I have a guy friend who use to call himself as TORPE, i would really say that he is torpe. And for use girls, we might get turn-off with that kind of character. But even if he's like that I would probably say that he is the perfect man for girls. Because his a good looking man, he respect every girl, and he is loyal. But with those positive character, he has also a negative image, he is shy and he is torpe. But all in all what I like the most about his personality is he never hesitate to answer your question even if he doesn't want to, especially if your question is about his love life. He will never regret it. In my entire life, he is the one who opens what inside him. He share a lot of stuff, his heart ache, family problem, his imperfection, his mistakes and etc. That's why I like him, and I support him. It's the only way I can help him. And now he has a girl friend, I'm happy for him.

RANDOM BLOG

I have decided to make a random blog, may be today or tomorrow so expect multiple random blog. Last night, i was think what topic should I use, and since I miss my friends and I talk to them seldom, I decide to make them as my topic for my blog. How can I make a multiple random blog if my topic is only one? Under my topic there are subtopic. My subtopics are about SECRETS, TRUST, RELATIONSHIP and many more. I have started making drafts. I'll be posting them may be later or tomorrow. My blog is base on my experience. Feel free to visit and read my blog over and over again. Post you comments and I will surely appreciate it. THANK YOU and keep on updating.!

--camz

Guess who? This picture is so cute. You will never thought that this is the outcome if two picture are combine!

Confuse

Lately, I've been thinking too much and thinking too much causes stress. I have read a message that made me confuse. It was very shocking cause I wasn't expecting that thing. Knowing someone that is close to your heart is having a relationship which is not opposite to them, I mean third sex. And he is somewhat my brother but sooner we became lovers. And I cant believe that he will be having a relationship with a third sex. I don't know why I'am affected. I don't love him anymore because he cause me too much pain. Maybe I still care for him. I'm really confuse.

Sharing this may lessen my stress and you guys can help me. Your advice is much appreciated.

By the way, Father's Day is fast approaching. I MISS MY DAD. I want to see him soon. I LOVE YOU DAD!

I MISS

Again I'm visiting my blog, its been a month since I open my blog account and share my stuff, and a year since I make Poems and Stories, so I miss doing this so. But this time I will try to make some even I'm not inspired. I will also post quotes that I made, both Filipino and English. You may post your comment and suggestions or reaction, this would help me a lot.

--camz

Injury

guys just to make it clear about what happen to me last May 24. Me and my friends played Volleyball and suddenly I made a wrong dig on the ball that cause me injury. I had a minor injury on my left hand and my arm and shoulder is in pain right now. But my healing recovery is too fast so all I can say is I'm fine now. No need to worry guys and thank you for all you concerns.

LOVE,

camz

getting pissed off!

In two straight days I've been on a bad mood. Hopefully today is a good one. People around me are so mean, mean in a good and bad way, but what I hate the most is that I'm getting irritated when I saw the guy who use to make me happy everyday. Boy, is it LOVE? but all I want is to be your FRIEND and not a LOVER! but we can talk about that. Tell me what you wanna say and I'm going to listen.

Were having a problem with my high school friends. And I'm really sad about what I heard. Being in love is not bad, but we have to limit it. I know what my friend feels and its her first time to be in love. But she is to obsessed with her boyfriend. And one thing that makes me mad, she always have time on her boyfriend, and when we need her she's giving us damn reason not to be with us when its the only time we can bond. Everything is going to be a SHIT if this problem will be unsolved! I hate lies, secrets etc.

Another thing, i hate his schedule, i mean my IDOL is having a so called MISSION TRIP here in the PHILIPPINES. Damn, I want to attend his meet and greet at the MAGNET CAFE, THE FORT MANILA. The problem is, the event will start at 7pm onwards and I don't know how to go there and one thing is for sure, my mom will not allow me to go there unless I have to ask someone to come with me and send me home as early as 10pm.

I hope everything will be solve! LORD, help me! :)

♥♥♥ camiL 01/30/10 2:06am

2009 Flashback

2009 is a remarkable one, many thing happens.

On the January of 2009, i dont expect nothing. I just want to have fun with my life and the remaining months of staying and studying at School of Saint Anthony.

February of 2009, was a good one. Last Promenade. It was held at Edsa Shangrila. FUN.

March of 2009, making the most out of it! Practice of our graduation :((. yeah I know its sad, im leaving St. Anthony, been a good ANTHONIAN for 11 year :D. Hanging out with my friends everyday, cause we know its our last time being together. But I know God will find ways to meet us again. After graduation, my friend, Carmela leave the Philippines for some reason. I know she will be back likewise with Danah who's in Canada right now.

April and May of 2009, Vacation time. Preparing for college. Im not yet ready to enter college but I must do it. Its for my own good. But since its vacation, i just stayed in our house, visit our relatives in Laguna, chillin' with my friends,surfing the net everyday 24 hours in a week going to church every Sunday, that's it. That's the only thing i do just to keep my boredom out of my life.


June - October 2009, vacation is over. I'm now a COLLEGE Student. Since I didn't pass in one of the good university here in the Philippines, I decided to study at FAR EASTERN UNIVERSITY. Im taking up Hotel and Restaurant Management. First Semester was quite fun. I meet my new classmates. Still adjusting. Leaving our house at around 7am, need to travel for about 2 hours, yeah my school is too far from our house. My mom wont allow my to rent a house or to live in a dormitory. But its okay, im used to it. Everyday i ride a bus.

As I remember, the last 2 weeks of the first semester is a little bit sad cause its too late to get to know my other classmates. I realize that some of them is really a good person. The closeness starts, greeting each other everyday. One thing that i will never forget to them is that, the bond that we made, the jokes especially the jokes of Jun Pyo I mean Mickiel, Kevin Zurbano likewise with Joseph Zuniga. I will definitely miss my professors who give us consideration especially Prof. Peren :D . Lastly, I will miss Kryzel, she is one of my close friends in HO8113. I consider her as my best bud. we talk a lot, share some stuffs and we we love to laugh. Hope to see each other soon because I really miss her, hope she is fine in Our Lady of Fatima University.

And as the first semester ends, I hope that we learn a lot of things. Hope to see each other again and I hope that we will be classmates again next school year. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

October - December 2009, Second Semester, I meet my NEW classmate, but Jeff and Shoula is my classmate last semester. meet my new professors.

There is one thing that I hate most, and that is I'm always TIRED we do a lot of activities everyday especially in Culinary Arts 1. We always cook foods, but we need to do it. It is our specialty in HRM Industry. We need to enjoy cooking.

As the year end, i want to mention things that made my 2009 complete. One of this is I'm hooked with FACEBOOK. I thought that Facebook is just an ordinary site but I'm wrong. Playing games at Facebook is really fun especially playing FARMVILL, CAFE WORLD, FISHVILLE and a lot more. I learn to interact more with other people, share some stuffs with my friends and discover something, in myself and in others. Second is I'm been addicted to Arthur Joseph "AJ" Rafael's music. His music really rocks. I really like the way he sings and his songs especially I Just Want You and So Quiet. He have good intention to help people. Hope he will continue to help people and I hope he will really succeed with his LIFE. "PEACE. LOVE and AJ".

I want to thank my family for LOVING me. My family is the best gift I ever had. My mother is the best mom, she works hard for us. My two sister who's always their help my mom. My brother who always quarreling me but still he loves me, and my niece who makes me happy every time I'm sad. And for my dad who is with God's good hand now, THANK YOU for guiding us. I know you are always watching us down here. I miss you and I love you, dad.