getting pissed off!

In two straight days I've been on a bad mood. Hopefully today is a good one. People around me are so mean, mean in a good and bad way, but what I hate the most is that I'm getting irritated when I saw the guy who use to make me happy everyday. Boy, is it LOVE? but all I want is to be your FRIEND and not a LOVER! but we can talk about that. Tell me what you wanna say and I'm going to listen.

Were having a problem with my high school friends. And I'm really sad about what I heard. Being in love is not bad, but we have to limit it. I know what my friend feels and its her first time to be in love. But she is to obsessed with her boyfriend. And one thing that makes me mad, she always have time on her boyfriend, and when we need her she's giving us damn reason not to be with us when its the only time we can bond. Everything is going to be a SHIT if this problem will be unsolved! I hate lies, secrets etc.

Another thing, i hate his schedule, i mean my IDOL is having a so called MISSION TRIP here in the PHILIPPINES. Damn, I want to attend his meet and greet at the MAGNET CAFE, THE FORT MANILA. The problem is, the event will start at 7pm onwards and I don't know how to go there and one thing is for sure, my mom will not allow me to go there unless I have to ask someone to come with me and send me home as early as 10pm.

I hope everything will be solve! LORD, help me! :)

♥♥♥ camiL 01/30/10 2:06am

2009 Flashback

2009 is a remarkable one, many thing happens.

On the January of 2009, i dont expect nothing. I just want to have fun with my life and the remaining months of staying and studying at School of Saint Anthony.

February of 2009, was a good one. Last Promenade. It was held at Edsa Shangrila. FUN.

March of 2009, making the most out of it! Practice of our graduation :((. yeah I know its sad, im leaving St. Anthony, been a good ANTHONIAN for 11 year :D. Hanging out with my friends everyday, cause we know its our last time being together. But I know God will find ways to meet us again. After graduation, my friend, Carmela leave the Philippines for some reason. I know she will be back likewise with Danah who's in Canada right now.

April and May of 2009, Vacation time. Preparing for college. Im not yet ready to enter college but I must do it. Its for my own good. But since its vacation, i just stayed in our house, visit our relatives in Laguna, chillin' with my friends,surfing the net everyday 24 hours in a week going to church every Sunday, that's it. That's the only thing i do just to keep my boredom out of my life.


June - October 2009, vacation is over. I'm now a COLLEGE Student. Since I didn't pass in one of the good university here in the Philippines, I decided to study at FAR EASTERN UNIVERSITY. Im taking up Hotel and Restaurant Management. First Semester was quite fun. I meet my new classmates. Still adjusting. Leaving our house at around 7am, need to travel for about 2 hours, yeah my school is too far from our house. My mom wont allow my to rent a house or to live in a dormitory. But its okay, im used to it. Everyday i ride a bus.

As I remember, the last 2 weeks of the first semester is a little bit sad cause its too late to get to know my other classmates. I realize that some of them is really a good person. The closeness starts, greeting each other everyday. One thing that i will never forget to them is that, the bond that we made, the jokes especially the jokes of Jun Pyo I mean Mickiel, Kevin Zurbano likewise with Joseph Zuniga. I will definitely miss my professors who give us consideration especially Prof. Peren :D . Lastly, I will miss Kryzel, she is one of my close friends in HO8113. I consider her as my best bud. we talk a lot, share some stuffs and we we love to laugh. Hope to see each other soon because I really miss her, hope she is fine in Our Lady of Fatima University.

And as the first semester ends, I hope that we learn a lot of things. Hope to see each other again and I hope that we will be classmates again next school year. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

October - December 2009, Second Semester, I meet my NEW classmate, but Jeff and Shoula is my classmate last semester. meet my new professors.

There is one thing that I hate most, and that is I'm always TIRED we do a lot of activities everyday especially in Culinary Arts 1. We always cook foods, but we need to do it. It is our specialty in HRM Industry. We need to enjoy cooking.

As the year end, i want to mention things that made my 2009 complete. One of this is I'm hooked with FACEBOOK. I thought that Facebook is just an ordinary site but I'm wrong. Playing games at Facebook is really fun especially playing FARMVILL, CAFE WORLD, FISHVILLE and a lot more. I learn to interact more with other people, share some stuffs with my friends and discover something, in myself and in others. Second is I'm been addicted to Arthur Joseph "AJ" Rafael's music. His music really rocks. I really like the way he sings and his songs especially I Just Want You and So Quiet. He have good intention to help people. Hope he will continue to help people and I hope he will really succeed with his LIFE. "PEACE. LOVE and AJ".

I want to thank my family for LOVING me. My family is the best gift I ever had. My mother is the best mom, she works hard for us. My two sister who's always their help my mom. My brother who always quarreling me but still he loves me, and my niece who makes me happy every time I'm sad. And for my dad who is with God's good hand now, THANK YOU for guiding us. I know you are always watching us down here. I miss you and I love you, dad.